Top of the Blog: BUSTY ADVENTURES called again. I let my mother answer the phone and made her lie saying I'd just gone out. She sat me down afterwards and told me it was wrong to let this girl think I was interested if I wasn't and made me promise to confront her soon. In a weird way it gave me the confidence I needed to face her tomorrow. No matter what Jessica or her mother wanted, I had decided to devote these last precious weeks doing everything I could to show Ellen I loved her and her alone. There was no doubt Jessica would seek me out at work tomorrow. I just needed to end it as gently as I could.